Rate my song lyrics please?

It's called Urge To Lose All Tension

Verse 1:
I have let spill my own seed
Many a time
False hope is one costly lie
And a lie is a crime
The disillusioned love marks
All of the above
Locked in my afflicted club

Chorus:
Symptoms of despair claimed
It infests me like a plague
There's only one option
Cave-in to the urge
The urge
Feeble urge to lose all tension

Verse 2:
All of it is pathetically artificial
No benefits
Seal me in my crumbling crypt
Best I can get
My empty chest devours heart
I must confess
It's far to difficult for me to resist

Chorus:
Symptoms of despair claimed
It infests me like a plague
There's only one option
Cave-in to the urge
The urge
Feeble urge to lose all tension

thanks for reading
I'm 15 btw